Dream with my eyes open, sleep when I’m dead

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Also, credit for the dead-sexy layout goes to millefeuilles ♥

◘ We changed the reserve time to 7 days, people kept needing extensions and it made sense.

◘ Since I have fuck-all to do tomorrow I might actually take a second stab at the Phantasos application I started.

◘ I'm thinking we should make a master post to determine what people are doing for Summer, and how they can stay active even if their characters aren't on campus.

◘ Start thinking up ideas for June event.

◘ Write up Raven's syllabus, make next semester schedules for my kids.

◘ See if anyone wants to log with any of mine.

Apparently, workwise, this is just not my week. Brb, curling up in a little ball under my desk forever.

Also, biting the bullet and dropping the Phantasos hold until I stop feeling like killing someone/thing. It's just not a good mindset to write for anyone other than Mordred in.

Finally, I need to thank Dis for helping me with Eve in Mytho, and Kaitlin for being nice to Echo in Mytho as well. It's nice to have at least one person willing to interact with them in positive ways. I never, ever, should have gotten Echo involved with the horsemen in Mytho, that just made her so tough to play.

What the hell is wrong with me and male characters? It's like no matter how I try only certain ones click in my head. Mordred was so fucking easy to write. Anteros flowed like crazy. Raven was fine once I got started.

...there's a kitty resting her butt on my head. Damnit.

Anyway - trying to write Phantasos, and the personality is stalling. WTF, I thought I had ideas! I had feels! Stuff!

Of course, in the back of my head Nimue is percolating nicely, in part because I dropped her at Mytho. I had my reasons, none of which I'll go into openly (lulz, Angie knows) but I still want to play Nimue somewhere. I could drop the hold on Phantasos in Monte and hold her instead, but I'm still waiting to hear back on Thetis and I really want a character who'll interact more openly with some of the players I'm not currently interacting with a lot.

Otherwise, new event in Mytho will hopefully prove exciting and help breathe some life back into certain characters. I'm looking at you, Echo and Eve.

OK, PLAN FOR THE DAY - Get dressed, go see Avengers with Pampy, come home, work on Phantasos, post for Echo and Eve in Mytho, see what I can't scare up in Monte, dance.

Comment here and I'll tell you three things I particularly like about your specific interpretation of a character you play now or have played in the past.

...I'm such a follower.

Hokai, I'll be putting in a hold for Phantasos with Patrick Wolf, since now I've got a fully-formed idea, but I hate uneven numbers so I need a second hold. I want to use Ashley Greene because she's elfin and adorabubbles, but for who?

I was thinking Nimue, but she's awkward to play without a good Merlin to ping off of. I'd go with Hedone but I have too many Greeks. (I'm still so considering my Thetis idea with Dianna Agron, that doesn't count - USE ALL THE HOT GLEE CHICKS!)

Therefore, I need ideas. Knowing what you know of me and my playing style, throw me suggestions! I'm open to most anything.

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re: my games -

mythopoeics -

I'm having fun with Euterpe, and I've got stuff planned for Mordred and should post with 'thea and Raven. Pheme needs to troll it up, and I'm sure I can do something with Echo. I... haven't bothered logging into my other accounts in around a week, and I have no idea how to convince myself that isn't a sign.

montenegrou -

I have so many feels regarding recent developments with Aria and Riley. I kind of want to touch base with Julie and Thirteen on ideas, but that goes against the semi-organic route I'm trying to take with them. Also, I bug them and Emma way too much.

Andrew is fast becoming a go-to character. Fergus needs some lightness. Eve needs some too. Avery needs to nymph it up. Malcolm needs to figure out if he likeslikes Death or is just intrigued. Rowan needs to have some fun.

Otherwise -

In the Marvel-base tabletop I play in on Sundays I switched from Kitty Pryde (Shadowcat, wut!) to Beast. I don't feel smart enough to play him, but he's my favorite.

The Twitter RP where I play Mike Chang (yes, from Glee) is self-sustaining and awesome. I have way too much fun with it, and it takes practically no thought whatsover.

~~~and that was your Jill RPing update, now to get my hair cut and colored!

It occurred to me today that I could drop everyone at mythopoeics except Echo, Euterpe, Mordred, Pasithea, Pheme, and Raven and I'd be happy.

Echo needs more to do, but she and Mordred were my first characters there so they're special.

Euterpe is blossoming, and the different face helps me keep her distinct.

Mordred is much darker there, more cunning. My baby.

Pasithea just makes me happy, and idgaf about what anyone else thinks.

Pheme = ♥

Raven and Hebe cuteness can't be passed up.

...don't get me wrong, I like Charon. My Eve there seems stagnant. Nimue needs so much to do.

Blah.

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...that incredibly awkward moment when you start writing a drabble only to have it turn into dirty, nasty, 70's-era porn-style smut, and nearly get caught by your boss. This wouldn't be so funny if it hadn't happened twice.

Yyyyeah, so not posting those stories.

To any of my awesome icon making friends - if I snag a bunch of pictures of this sexy boy, could someone make me some icons? I want to use him as an Anteros pb, but there's a dearth of icons of him not in his Glee Warbler gear.

I'd also like a manip of Darren Criss and Kristen Stewart for the Jon/Riley fst I've been working on. It would need to read 'dirty little secret' since that's the working title.

I'll do something in exchange - I dunno what, but something. I could write a drabble if you want.

eta: Anteros application down, two more to go! *happy dances*

- Found my old Hyacinth account, re-read the application, winced, and wondered if I could make it worthy of Monte or Mythop.
*pb ideas: Grant Gustin or Jonathan Groff

- Gave more thought to Phantasos, might take another whack at it tomorrow while I'm off.

- Need to finalize details for Fergus plot so it's ready May 1st.

- See if I can't scare up my old Anteros application, find suitable pb.

- Purge all thoughts of apping Hedone or Nanna, regardless of really wanting to use a few pb's I know I don't need more chicks.

- Write more drabbles, but only after getting permission if I want to involve other peoples' characters.

This is partially for myself, and partially because I'm easily influenced - Character status etc.

( mythopoeics )

( montenegro )

I miss the days when I felt more confident about myself and my RPing.

...that awkward moment when you sit down to work on applications and start thinking maybe it's best if you put them off for a bit until you're sure you have all yours where you want them, and then you start feeling kinda shitty because you got peoples' hopes up and you don't want to be a big downer.

Still, I don't want to be one of those players, and I clearly have characters who need more development. So yeah... I'm sorry, but I need to do what's best for all my characters.

ALL THE NARRATIVES ALL THE TIME~!

...seriously, though. Don't be surprised if you see me posting a buttload of narratives for my characters. I keep coming up with ideas to help explain the jumbled mess of character emotions in my head, and I've got to let them out somehow. I'll try to be good and not flood things, but all these feels. ;____;

Just spent the past hour dealing with password issues at work.

Fuck my life.

This month is going way too quickly on one hand, but on the other hand I can't wait for it to be over. Maybe then I can get my gd brain back. I'm literally thiseffinclose to giving up the ghost and just declaring myself legally braindead until tax season is over.

Characters I'm debating:

Phobetor (or Phantasos), pb; Patrick Wolf - possible psych major (doing)
Nanna, pb; Emma Stone - early childhood education major (doing)
Pheme, pb; Ashley Greene - english (writing) major
Susano'o, pb; Takeshi Kaneshiro - professor of meteorology (doing)
Jezebel, pb; Kelly Monaco - unknown
Hyakinthos, pb; Jonathan Groff - unknown

...so. many. ideas!

Sometimes I get struck by really nifty (in my opinion) ideas but realize I only have half the resources to do it.

For example, I want to make a OST for the Aidan/Aria/Arron (as affected by Ben) situation. I've got 5 songs picked out for each, but my photoshopping skills are crap and as such while I could post up the songs (with lyric snippet and reasons) I can't make a kick manip to help illustrate it and that makes me sadface.

So many ideas, so few skills. B'aww.

eta: drabble of sorts/word-vomit
( Aria's feelings when arrowed towards the two most likely candidates )